Part 2
Jessica took a deep sucking breath as she started to sob and Madison darted over to her daughter and wrapped her arms around her. “Oh baby, I’m so sorry that happened to you, are you okay? You don’t have to be ashamed baby. I would never think poorly of you.”
Jessica wrapped her arms around her mother as she started to cry into her shoulder. “I was so scared Mom! If Daddy wouldn’t have come I don’t know…” she was suddenly sobbing so hard she couldn’t talk.
I eventually managed to shake off my stupor and go over and gently pat Jessica’s head as she sobbed into her mother’s shoulder. Madison looked up at me like I was twenty feet tall and made of steel as she mouthed, I’m sorry and thank you to me. I didn’t know what else to do so I just simply nodded and then looked around the room and handed her a box of tissues.
After about ten minutes Madison managed to get Jessica to calm down enough to help her to her room. The girls were upstairs for a while and then Madison came down carrying a waste basket full of spent tissues and sighed as she dropped onto a stool.
“Is she okay?”
“She’s asleep. It takes a lot out of a one hundred and thirteen pound girl to cry that hard,” Madison replied. “I’m sorry I accused you of some random hook up. I feel like the worst wife ever.”
“Oh I think most women would have thought and reacted how you did dear.”
“Well you’re the best father and husband ever,” she replied as she patted my hand. “Which boy was it?”
“You remember that one with the wavy blonde hair you pointed out in the middle of the night?”
“Um… oh yes, I remember.”
“Him.”
“I hoped you broke his fucking nose,” Madison said with unexpected vindictiveness.
“It really wasn’t that much of a fight dear. I don’t think Jessica is remembering it quite right.”
“Well who can blame her after that experience? I’m just glad you were there to help her.”
“Well, that’s why I want her to…”
“If you’re going to say something about how she dresses you need to drop it. It still doesn’t give any boy the right to…”
“You’re right. Sorry.” I looked up the stairs. “Is she going to be okay? I mean, I should go in to work, I’m already a bit late, but I don’t want to be the insensitive jerk who just up and leaves when she’s crying.”
“Oh Sweetheart, you go. You’ve done more than enough already. Thank you! You’re so sweet to us both.”
I kissed her on the forehead and asked her to give Jessica my best when she woke up and I headed out. After the short drive to the office I was sitting at my desk looking through photos of Jackson’s death. As gruesome as they were I was studying them in detail. I really wish the monkey that took these would have done a better job on focusing around the symbols that were carved into the skin. Half of them were in two different photos and also shot from different vantage points.
Suddenly my cell phone chirped. I picked it up from where it was sitting on my desk and opened it to find a message from Jessica. I stabbed my finger on the screen to open it, and suddenly I was looking at a picture of Jessica lying in her bed taking a selfie of herself tweaking a nipple with text below it that said Are you learning anything from the pictures Daddy? Don’t forget to call Andrew Pinkle back and get him the info he asked for. Oh! And LOOK INTO LUIS!
I let out a groan and typed a message back, stop texting me at work!
I put down the phone and a short while later the phone chirped again. It was Jessica again. This time she was naked standing in front of the full length mirror in her room, But I miss you Daddy. I’m so wet for you right now I… I stopped reading the message and put the phone down.
Fuck she looked like a young version of Madison… with amazingly perky breasts.
Fuck.
My phone chirped again and I sighed as I checked it. It was from Jessica again, Oh and don’t forget to delete these. We wouldn’t want Mom finding them like she did my panties. I can’t believe you left them in your pocket!
I sighed and put my phone down once more. I then got buzzed by my receptionist. “Mr. Belciano it’s almost time for the meetings. You wanted me to remind you.”
“Oh yeah. Thanks Janice.”
I stood up and headed out of my office and down to the board room. I had several meetings set up today with all of my accountants to go through what Jessica had pointed out to me. It would take some time to unravel, but I was certain I could weed out who was getting the kick back and stealing from me and then I would deal with them.
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I opened my front door and smelled food being cooked. I couldn’t tell what it was, but it smelled delicious. As I walked to my office and set my brief case down Madison looked in from the doorway and asked, “How was your day Dear?”
“Busy.”
“Did you smell dinner?”
“Yes. What are you cooking? It smells delicious,” I said as I went to her and wrapped my arms around her and gave her a quick peck on the lips.
“I’m not cooking. Jessica is.”
“What?” I asked in a surprised tone.
“I know, I was completely flabbergasted too!”
“I have to see this,” I said and she let out a laugh.
“Be nice. She’s trying really hard. I’m not going in again or she’ll think I’m hovering.”
I nodded and went down to the kitchen and saw Jessica in a pair of cut off denim shorts and a tank top with her hair pulled back as she darted from the sink to the oven and opened the door and pulled out a baking sheet. As she set it down she saw me and smiled brightly. “Hi Daddy! Dinner will be ready in about twenty minutes, okay?”
“Jessica, you’ve never cooked before.”
“Well things change.”
I looked over and saw some cookies on the tray she just took out and reached out for one. She saw me and slapped my hands. “Daddy! You can’t have those.”
“I’ll spoil my dinner?”
“No, those are poisoned. If you want a cookie eat one from that tray over there,” she said in a matter of fact voice as she pointed to the counter and then spun off to grab some things out of the refrigerator.
I looked down at the cookies on the tray with wide eyes and then back at her, but she completely ignored me as she continued with what she was doing while humming a tune I hadn’t heard before.
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“Dinner was great sweet pea!” Madison said as she leaned back in her seat and took a sip of her wine.
“Thanks Mom!” she said happily as she looked at me with an expression like she wanted my affirmation.
Madison nudged me under the table and I started to nod. “It is really good Jessica. I didn’t know you could cook that well.”
“I just found the recipe online and followed the instructions. It wasn’t that hard,” she said with a bright smile.
I couldn’t help but roll my eyes as I thought about the last time Jessica had wanted to cook and followed the instructions online. She had ruined four pots and filled the entire kitchen with smoke and then blamed it on Madison and I for buying cheap cookware. This was actually a pleasant surprise. I wondered if the new Jessica was planning something and if this was part of her plot.
“I just wanted to do something nice for both of you. I’ve been a bit hard to handle lately, and I’m sorry. The party last night with the boy really put everything in perspective for me,” she said as her eyes started to water a little.
Madison reached across the table and held Jessica’s hand tightly as she tried to show support for her daughter and suddenly Jessica’s eyes went wide as she squeaked out. “Oh! I almost forgot desert!”
She got up and darted from the dining room with surprising speed and then reappeared a moment later with a large tray of cookies. She set them down on the table in front of me and then scooped two up and handed one to me and passed the other to Madison.
“Oh these looked delicious too!” Madison said as she took a bite and then let out an. “Mmm!”
I looked down at mine nervously and then back up at Jessica’s face as she watched me with a slightly twisted grin.
“Aren’t you going to have one?” I asked her as I tried to stall and think about what to do.
“I’m watching my figure Daddy,” she replied sweetly as she returned to her seat.
“Well are you going to try it Alexander?” Madison asked me with a wife look as she took another bite of her cookie.
“I… uh… Jessica, didn’t you tell me in the kitchen… that these cookies were…” I paused and both of them looked at me with curious expressions. “… You know… poisoned?”
Madison rolled her eyes and Jessica started to giggle. “Daddy! You’re so silly! I said that so you wouldn’t ruin your diner!”
“Why would you think our daughter would actually serve us poisoned cookies Alexander?” Madison said as she gave me a cross look.
“What? I didn’t… I just… I mean…”
“Oh for heaven’s sake. You were about to break out in a sweat as you looked at them. Seriously Alexander why are you always like this? You are either upset at her for something she’s doing or you pissed off about something she’s not doing! She made us a lovely dinner and baked amazing cookies because she wanted to thank us and apologize for her behavior and you can’t even take a little joke! You know what, I… I just need some space. I need some time to think and reflect. I’m going out,” Madison said as she pushed back from the table and stormed out of the room.
Jessica looked at me with wide eyes as I scowled at her and then got up to chase after my wife. I caught up to her as she was slipping heels on and pulling a set of keys out of her purse. I reached for her hand as I said, “Madison, come on, it was just a little misunderstanding.”
“That’s fine. Then you should go and talk to Jessica and figure out how you two can understand each other better. I’m going to go out while you do that Alexander. Don’t disappoint me.”
I headed back into the dining room and grabbed a handful of cookies. “Madison, here, watch I’ll eat the cookies!” I said as I stuffed them in my mouth and chewed. “It was just…”
The door slammed shut and I swallowed as Jessica came out of the dining room and stood next to me. I scowled at her as I put the rest of the cookies in my mouth and started chewing. She didn’t say anything, just stood there and looked at me with an innocent expression. Finally as I heard Madison’s car leaving and I finished chewing I looked at her and said, “This was all part of your plan, wasn’t it?”
“I don’t understand what you’re talking about Daddy? I just made diner.”
“Uh huh. This is what you meant when you said I wouldn’t have another peaceful night? I get it now. Two can play this game though, you hear me?” I said as I stormed up the stairs to my office.
“How was I supposed to know you’d…” her voice trailed off as I stomped down the hallway and slammed my office door.
I sat down hard in my chair and then loosened my collar. It suddenly seemed a bit hot in the room. I looked at the thermostat and then went and grabbed a bottled water from the small wet bar. I drank the bottle and then grabbed another before going back to my desk. I pulled out my phone and sent an apology message to Madison. I then turned to my computer and turned it on. I let out a little cough and then looked at the thermostat again. I drank my second bottle of water and then heard a knock at the door.
“Come.”
The door opened and Jessica stood there with a sly smile on her face. She was wearing black six inch stiletto pumps, fishnet stockings and a pair of tiny lace panties with a matching bra. Her eye makeup was done and her lips glittered in pink as she strutted into my office. “Hi Daddy,” she purred as her hips swayed.
“Get out.”
“But Daddy,” she pouted and leaned forward and her breasts threatened to spill out of her bra.
“Out.”
“Fine,” she said as she spun on her heels and I couldn’t help but notice her tight ass, then she stopped and looked over her shoulder. “I just thought you might want the antidote.”
“What?”
“The antidote for the poison in the cookies you ate. I can’t believe how many you ate. You’re probably feeling the effects already.”
“You actually did poison the cookies? Both your mother and I ate them! What about Madison?” I stammered as I stood and felt my balance was a bit off.
“Daddy don’t be silly I wouldn’t let anything happen to Mom. I put the antidote in her wine. She’s fine,” Jessica said as she turned back toward me and twirled some hair around her finger.
I stared at her harshly and then asked, “Okay, what do you want?”
“You,” she simply replied as she strutted toward my desk and dragged a finger across the surface.
“What?”
“I want you to fuck me.”
“No.”
“Okay, bye Daddy,” she said as she turned and started to walk out of the room. “And I mean good bye for good.”
“Wait!”
“Yes Daddy?” she turned and batted her long eyelashes at me.
“What about the antidote?”
“You won’t help me, I won’t help you,” she said with a shrug.
“Jessica, be reasonable here.”
“I think I’m being completely reasonable Daddy,” Jessica said as she smiled coldly at me.
“You’re just going to let me die?”
“Sort of like you just let your business associate go to prison? Do you even know what happened to him there? Did you check in on him at all? So to answer your question, yes. Yes I am,” she said and then added. “I mean, unless we can come to an agreement. A mutually beneficial arrangement.”
“You’re serious? You want me to have sex with you for the antidote?”
“I want you to have sex with me after that too.”
“Out of the question.”
“Then I guess we don’t have anything else to discuss.”
I staggered around my desk and headed toward her while she giggled. “You don’t look so good Daddy. Maybe you should sit down.”
“Bitch.”
“Oh dirty talk! I like dirty talk,” she purred. “Call me a slut too!”
“Give it to me! Give me the antidote.”
“After, not before.”
“Fuck. I need it!”
“Daddy stop being so dramatic,” she said as she came and slipped under my arm and helped me back to my office chair.
She then knelt down and unzipped my pants. I felt her small fingers pull my dick out and she smiled happily at it as she ran her fingers around it a few times. She playfully bobbed it back and forth in her hands and teased the tip of it with her pointer finger for a while.
“Oh I can’t wait,” she said as she licked her lips. “You just sit back and let me do all the work, okay Daddy?”
She stood up and slipped her panties down and then stepped out of them carefully while holding her hair back as she looked down. I could see her well-trimmed bush plainly just above her already dripping pussy. Her thighs were wet with arousal and I could smell her musk filling my office. She climbed onto my lap and then reached down to guide my dick to her pussy lips. She slid it back and forth as I let out a gasp and then slipped the tip inside of herself. She had a hungry look on her face as she slowly lowered herself down.
“Oh you’re so big Daddy!” she squealed happily. “I’m not sure it will fit!”
She worked her hips around in ways that I was familiar with from the past few days but suddenly with my dick standing at attention and working its way inside her warm slick love hole I was certainly experiencing it in a new way. She bucked and it slid in just a bit more. She let out a squeal and it slipped in just a bit more. I felt some resistance and her face looked down at me in pain for a moment and then she pushed through. She let out a whimper and I realized I had just taken her virginity.
“Jessica…”
“Call me your Baby Girl,” she instructed.
“What?”
She was back to working me deep inside of her. Fuck she was tight. I grabbed at her hips as I wondered how fast the poison really worked. She looked down at me with need in her eyes as she said, “Call me your Baby Girl Daddy!”
“Baby Girl?”
“Oh yeah,” she said as she quivered and began moving up and down. “Oh fuck yeah.”
“Oh Daddy I’ve been such a bad girl. I know I shouldn’t have poisoned you. Are you going to punish me?”
She bobbed as she talked and dug her nails into my neck as she leaned forward and kissed me hard on the lips. “Are you going to spank me Daddy?”
“Jessica…”
“Baby Girl,” she corrected. “Are you going to spank your Baby Girl?”
I paused and looked up at her face as her eyes rolled back and she let out a low moan.
“Do you think you should be spanked… Baby Girl?”
Suddenly she was quivering on top of me as I felt moisture flood down my cock and I knew she came. She called out loudly and her bucking became erratic until she got herself back under control. “Oh I want to be good for you Daddy, I really do!”
I didn’t know what to say so instead I just sat there. Jessica arced her back and grabbed her tits and twisted her nipples as she bucked. “Fuck yes Daddy! You’re big dick feels so good inside of me. Fuck me with your big dick,” she suddenly tipped forward and kissed me again and then asked, “Are you going to fill me up Daddy? Are you going to cum deep inside of me? You’ll be my first Daddy.”
“Oh…” I stuttered as I felt my balls tighten. It was only a matter of time until I blew now. She was amazing at what she was doing. It was actually a bit hard to believe this was her first time with how she was moving.
“Oh yes, fuck my tight little cunt Daddy! Oh yes! Oh fuck yes!” she stared to spasm again and pressed her face to mine and suddenly my dick was jerking fiercely inside of her. I let out ropes of cum deep in her belly and she gasped every time I shot off as her unfocused eyes tried to convey the world around her to a brain that wasn’t capable of taking in any more senses at the moment.
“Oh fuck yes Daddy, your cum is so warm inside of me. Oh it feels so good! It feels even better than I thought it would!” she said happily as she came down from her high.
“The antidote now. Please!” I finally broke down and begged her as I felt my chest tighten.
She pulled a small vial filled with a blue liquid from her left bra cup and popped the top. I opened my mouth and expected her to pour it in, but instead she poured it in her own mouth! “Hey!” I called out in shock until she leaned forward and kissed me and I found her sharing the liquid with me through that kiss.
I panted and then finally grabbed at her waist and picked her up off me. Our juices leaked down her inner thighs and she reached down to grab her panties of the floor. She smiled at me happily as she leaned forward and kissed me on the lips once more as she wrapped her arms around my neck. “Thank you Daddy! That was the best first time a girl could ask for.”
“What did I do?” I muttered as she finally back away.
“We had sex Daddy! Wasn’t it great?” She beamed at me.
“No! I cheated on your mother!” I paused and then added. “With her daughter!”
“Daddy calm down. Mom won’t know unless you tell her. And it’s not that big of a deal, we share things.”
“It is a big deal Jessica!”
“Oh, well then you’re going to have to figure out what to do with that then Daddy,” she said as she pointed down to my rapidly re-inflating dick.
“I forgot to tell you I mixed a fair amount of erectile dysfunction medicine in with the antidote. You’re either going to have sex again, or you’re going to have a painfully strong boner for a while and have to explain it to Mom when she gets home,” she stood there and smiled at me as I looked at her with disbelief.
“What am I supposed to do now?” I asked as I slapped my hand over my forehead.
I heard things falling on the floor and looked to see Jessica bent over my desk with her tight little ass in the air and her legs spread as she looked over her shoulder at me. She had shoved most of my things on the floor to make room for her body to be tossed across my desk. She wiggled her hips invitingly as she said, “I can help you Daddy! I want to be your good little girl!”
“Jessica…” my protests died on my lips as she scowled at me.
“Fine, you don’t want a good little girl, I’ll be a bad little girl. I’ll tell the police that you had me get your gun for you a week ago from the club. They might be interested in that, huh? Oh, and I’ll show Mom your phone. You still haven’t deleted my messages, have you Daddy?”
“Fuck.”
“Do you want to spank me Daddy?” she asked, “You can use me like a little slut if you want. If you fuck me, I’ll be good I promise!”
I didn’t know what else to do. I felt the world constricting around me. I looked down at her fantastic little ass and slapped her right cheek hard. She yelped as she jumped and then smiled back at me. I slapped her ass again. And again. Then I walked up behind her and positioned myself. I slipped back into her and she moaned as my bulbous head spread her lips.
“Oh yes, I love your cock Daddy. It fits me so well.”
I grabbed her hair and yanked and she let out another yelp. I started to pump into her hard. I had so much frustration I wanted to take out on her. Years of putting up with her being a snobby little brat. Spending my money without a care in the world. And then there was her recent activities. Blackmail. Lies. Deceit. I started to pump into her with abandon. I fucked her hard as she pushed back against me. She looked over her shoulder. “I’m sorry I’ve been such a bad girl Daddy. Punish me!”
I reached back and spanked her hard again as I fucked her. My balls were slapping against her as I rammed in and out and she clawed at my desk with passion as she squirmed around my dick. I knew I was close and I knew she was just as close. Suddenly she looked forward and started screaming. “No, stop Daddy! Oh I’m sorry Daddy! Please no. Please stop! Oh Daddy!”
I kept going. I was so close. Almost to the edge. I felt her pussy tighten with a flood of moisture and I knew she was mid orgasm as I let go. “Oh fuck. Oh fuck yes Baby Girl,” I said in a low growl. “That’s what you get you little slut.”
It felt good. My cock throbbed inside of her as I blasted her insides with another round of my cum. She yelped as I yanked her hair again and then I let it go and her head fell limply to my desk. When I was finished I pulled my dick out and wiped it on her smooth skin to clean myself and then sat back down in my chair. I slowly put my dick away and looked over to see her eyes watering.
She was panting heavily and she pushed herself up off my desk. “Was it everything you wanted Daddy?”
“Yeah,” I replied begrudgingly as I caught my breath, hating myself for admitting it.
“That’s good Daddy because we’re going to be doing it a lot more.”
“No. That was a one-time thing Jessica. Never again. And if you try to tell anyone I will deny it completely.”
She walked around my desk and went to a bookshelf were she pulled out her phone. How long had that been there? When had she even done that? She pushed some buttons and then walked back around the desk and knelt in front of me. She turned the screen toward me and I saw her bent over my desk, her face in agony as her fear filled eyes started to tear up and on the screen she called out. ““No, stop Daddy! Oh I’m sorry Daddy! Please no. Please stop! Oh Daddy!” I watched my face as I looked down at her with an angry grimace and said in a low menacing tone. “Oh fuck. Oh fuck yes Baby Girl, that’s what you get you little slut.”
She stopped the video there and smiled up at me sweetly. “When you look at just that part of the video and don’t have the rest it looks a lot like rape Daddy. I think I’ll trim the video and keep it for insurance. Then I can send it to the police and Mom if you decide we’re done fucking. Understand?”
“Give me that phone!” I snatched it out of her hand, deleted the video and then gave it back to her.
She shook her head as her smile remained. “It was uploaded to the cloud already Daddy. I still have copies.”
“You horrible little cunt.”
“Oh look, Mom’s home.” she said as she glanced over to the screen that showed the security camera feeds from outside the house. “And your office is a mess and smells like sex Daddy. I hope she doesn’t come up here and want to talk.”
I felt a cold chill go down my spine. This was becoming too normal when dealing with Jessica. She winked at me as she stood up. “You should go and greet her at the door Daddy. Apologize, and be sincere. I’ll clean up in here so you don’t get caught.”
“I…” My voice caught as she shook her head, grabbed my hand, pulled me up and straightened my clothes as she knelt to check my fly.
“Go. I’ve got this. I’ll stop down in a few minutes and advocate that you were the sweetest Daddy ever since she left and we’re seeing eye to eye now. We can talk about scheduling sex later when Mom’s not home,” she said in a level headed tone and she gave me a small push to start my walk.
I stumbled forward like a zombie and then made my way down the hall. Everything was messed up. She kept getting me deeper and deeper. I couldn’t seem to beat her. Ever. I stumbled down the steps and Madison looked up at me with a strange look.
“Are you okay Dear?”
“It’s been a long night. Jessica and I had a long… talk.”
“Oh really? And how did that go?”
“I honestly don’t know. She’s smarter than me. Every time I think I have her figured out, she surprises me. All this time I’ve been thinking that I was watching out for her, but she’s bucking back so hard because I don’t think she needs that anymore and I’m having a difficult time accepting it.”
Madison gave me a shocked look. “Alexander I don’t think I’ve ever heard you talk that way about anyone else before, let alone Jessica.”
“That’s because I haven’t. That’s why I struggle so much with her.”
“Well you shouldn’t. She’s our daughter and she loves us. She doesn’t want to hurt us.”
“I…” I didn’t know what to say so I just added. “guess you’re right. I’ll change. I swear I will.”
“I know dear.”
“I love you.”
“I love you, too.”
“I love both of you!” Jessica’s voice called out from the top of the stairs. She stood there in a pair of tight fitting jeans and a tank top. I could tell from how much her young breasts bounced as she trotted down the stairs that she wasn’t wearing a bra and her hard nipples poking through the thin fabric of her shirt was distracting. Her hair was in a quick pony tail and her makeup was now completely gone.
She leapt at us from the bottom of the stairs and slipped in between me and her mother as she held us both tightly and then looked at Madison. “Don’t be upset with Daddy, okay Mom? I made a really lame joke. I had a rat poison container out in the kitchen when I was making the cookies. It was supposed to be a joke, but it was in really bad taste and it got him in trouble. I’m sorry.”
Madison shook her head at Jessica. “I’m disappointed in you, but honestly if tonight helped the two of you figure out how to get along, then I’m glad it happened.”
“Sorry Daddy,” Jessica said and buried her face into my chest.
“It’s fine. Water under the bridge,” I muttered.
“Okay, we’ll I’m going to bed. I’m tired. Cooking takes a lot out of me,” she said and then let us go and danced up the stairs.
Madison looked at me. “She seems really happy for just having a long talk with you.”
“We came to an understanding that she proposed. She’s getting pretty much everything she wants.”
“Did you up her allowance or something?”
“All she wanted was a bit more of my attention and a bit fewer of my rules.”
“I don’t see anything wrong with that Alexander,” Madison said to me happily. “Are you ready for bed? I’m actually tired too.”
“I’ve got a few things I need to get done for work yet, but then I’ll join you.”
“Oh, alright.”
I walked up the stairs with her and continued to my office instead of going to our bedroom. I turned in to the office and suddenly I felt Madison’s hand on my shoulder. “I forgot to ask you. I’m missing my watch with the red leather band. I think I might have taken it off in here the other night. Have you seen it?”
Before I could stop her she had flipped the lights on and was looking around my office. I tried not to noticeably panic but I was certain she would see the mess that Jessica and I had created only moments ago in the room, but then I realized everything was back to where it should be. I looked at my desk to see papers neatly stacked, my pens were lined up in concise straight rows, my small desk lamp and clock were exactly where they had been before Jessica had shoved them to the floor and I had fucked her there not fifteen minutes ago. As I realized I had been holding my breath I exhaled and sucked in new air and then I noticed it didn’t smell like sex in the room anymore either. Somehow that little minx had not only changed and cleaned up, but she had reorganized the office and cleared the air without covering it with an overpowering scent.
“Oh here it is,” Madison said happily as she picked it up off the small end table by the leather couch. “I’m glad I didn’t lose it. Good night dear. Don’t work to late!”
I mumbled a good night in response and pecked her cheek as I contemplated my new life as Jessica’s bitch. For the first time I didn’t see a way out, either.
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“Mr. Belcaino your daughter is here to see you,” Janice said over the intercom.
I looked at it like Janice had just told me gravity and death were canceled. I pressed a button. “Um, what?”
“Hi Daddy!” Jessica’s voice suddenly sounded from the doorway as she pushed her way in and bounced over to my desk. I couldn’t help but look at her long tanned legs as they stuck out of the bottom of her short jean skirt, or notice the way her breasts bounced in the tight pink polo t-shirt she wore.
Janice scowled at her back from the entrance and then closed the door as she retreated back to her desk. I looked at Jessica in stunned silence. Jessica had never been to my office before. Not once since I had dated or married her mother. She didn’t care where her spending money came from as long as it still came. As I had gotten use to the new Jessica over the past week my office had always felt like a safe zone. Some place that was still wholly mine. Now I looked at Jessica as she set a paper bag down on my desk and flopped into a large leather chair on the opposite side of my desk and kicked her feet up over one of the arms as she batted her long eye lashes at me.
“To what do I owe this surprise?” I asked as I finally managed to speak.
“I brought you lunch!” she exclaimed happily as she waved her hand over the brown paper bag she had placed in front of me. “Don’t worry, no cookies this time, Daddy. I know they didn’t agree with your sensitive tummy!”
I looked over at Dominic and Luis and pointed to the door. “Give us a minute, would you?”
“Sure thing boss,” Dominic said and turned toward the door. I noticed Luis’s eyes lingering on Jessica predatorily as he turned to go as well, but he didn’t say a word.
After the door clicked shut behind them Jessica looked around and then across the desk at me. “Some things never change. This office looks the same as three years ago. You need to take down that painting of the half- naked woman passed out in the back alley. It’s ugly and offensive.”
“I’ll think about it,” I growled back at her, not liking the tone in her voice or being told what to do in my sanctuary.
“No you won’t. You’re pissed that I’m here. I can see it in your face and your shoulders Daddy,” she said with a shrug as she kicked her feet in the air lackadaisically.
“Why are you here other than to tell me how to redecorate?” I asked her and then rolled my shoulders to loosen them up.
“I told you already Daddy, I brought you lunch!” she said with a smug smile.
“Uh huh. We are not discussing anything related to your schedule for…” I started until she cut me off loudly.
“This isn’t the time or the place to discuss things like that Daddy!” she said forcefully. “You’re absolutely correct!”
“Okay, then what do you need? More money?” I asked as I wondered why she passed up the chance to stick a barb in me.
She let out a giggle. “If you want to give me some spending cash I won’t say no Daddy, but that’s not why I’m here. I just wanted to bring you lunch and see if you had checked into your associate yet like I asked you to so politely before.”
“I’ve been busy,” I growled back at her. “I don’t need you to tell me how to run things.”
“Oh I would never try and tell you how to do things Daddy. You’re a big strong important man and I’m just a silly teenage girl who is on her way to go shopping for some shoes,” she said as she brought her feet up in the air and looked at and looked at them in her tall matching pink heels with an appraising glance.
“Good, I’m glad we have an understanding then.”
She nodded and swung her legs around, flashing her panties at me as she stood up and she gave me a wicked smile as she noticed my eyes dart up to her face. She strutted to my desk and pulled a folded paper out of her back pocket and put it on my desk next to the lunch she had brought in. She then came around my desk and sat in my lap and wrapped her arms around my neck. “That’s for you too Daddy. It’s something I think you may want.” She then brought her face toward mine and I was expecting her to kiss my lips like usual, so I was surprised when it was on the cheek. She then stood up and bent over my desk to grab a post it note and a pen. She again glanced back to catch me looking at her ass and rolled her eyes as she looked back to the scrap of paper and scribbled something down and stuck it to the folded sheet of paper.
She then wiggled her fingers at me and said, “Ta ta Daddy. I hope you have a lovely afternoon,” and let herself out.
I sighed as I collected myself and then reached for the intercom to have Janice let my men back in but hesitated and reached over for the folded piece of paper and the post it note. I opened the paper and looked at a photo of Luis at the gun club where I was a member. He was talking with guy that worked behind the counter with the lock boxes and there was a three fifty seven magnum with a pearl grip sitting on the counter between them. It either looked just like mine or it was mine. From the time stamp on the photo it was taken a day and a half before Feddie was killed. I turned the paper over to see the post it that was stuck to the back. In Jessica’s flowing handwriting it said, Daddy, you should take a close look at the bear head that is mounted on your wall. Especially the left eye. Almost as close of a look as you took at my ass. Then it had a little heart on the bottom right corner.
I crumpled the note and went around my desk to the bear head. I had shot it on a hunting trip I had taken almost six years ago. As I got closer I noticed one of the eyes had slightly changed color from the last time I had walked over and looked at it closely. That must have been about a month ago. I tried not to be overly obvious, but it was plain that it had been replaced, probably with a camera lens. I went back to my desk and sat down.
“Janice, I’m feeling like I need to eat somewhere with a better view. Ask Dominic to meet me in the conference room. Could you tell Luis that I need him to go down to the docks and tell the boys there that we have a shipment coming in on Thursday at 10:30. It’s an important one and I’ll need extra security. Have him arrange everything.” I then let go of the button and picked up the bag lunch and headed to the conference room.
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Jessica strolled into my home office and I looked up at her from my reports. She sat on the edge of my desk and reached out with one finger and pulled the paper away from me and then closed the file. She then pointed to the couch.
“What do you want?”
“I want to fuck, Daddy.”
I let out a long sigh and stood up. “Right now?”
“Right now.”
I looked at her and then slowly stood and went to the couch and sat back down again and looked over at her. “Where is your mother?”
“Tennis lesson,” she replied as she slipped off the desk and knelt down in between my legs and slowly slipped her hands up the inside of my thighs and to the catch on my pants. She undid it and then pulled my zipper down and tugged at my pants. She had a small smile on her face as she then freed my dick from my boxers. Her small fingers felt amazingly warm as she delicately play with my dick, teasing it to life like a snake charmer. I let out a small groan as she also started to play with my balls. As I got hard she leaned back, slipped her shirt off and then squished her breasts around my shaft. She had gone without a bra again so it was just skin I felt as she bounced up and down and a giggle escaped her throat. “What’s wrong Daddy? You don’t look like you’re enjoying this. Don’t you like my tits?”
“Jessica… it’s just that…”
She pulled back and slapped my dick hard and I growled in pain as I covered myself. “I need to fuck. I need this Daddy. You don’t understand what it’s like in this body. The hormones. The men looking at me with raw lust on their faces. The guy who helped me at the shoe store had his hands on my thighs when he was slipping shoes on for me. And this body fucking loves it. I was so wet I know he could smell me. If you don’t want me to be fucking everyone else, then I need to get my release from you, understand? Get your fucking mind on the task at hand.”
“But your mother…”
“Doesn’t want her daughter fucking every guy with a dick who looks at me, right? Well, that means you get to solve the problem and if you can’t you’re of no use to me. I don’t like things that have no use. I get rid of them.”
She slowly pulled my hands aside and kissed my dick with her full soft lips and then looked up at me. “I’m sorry Daddy. I was a bad girl again. Do you need to spank me? Will that help?”
She stood and spun, bending over as her short denim skirt pulled up her ass and I could see that not only had she come in without a bra but she had also left her panties somewhere else. She was drenched and I could see her arousal leaking down her inner thighs. I reached out and slapped her ass and she yelped. “Oh Daddy, I’m sorry!” I slapped again. “Yes Daddy! You make it hurt so good!”
Now my cock was stirring and I slipped my hands in between her legs and moved up until I felt the wet heat of her pussy. As I slid my fingers back and forth she vibrated with pleasure as she let out blissful sounds. She spun and pounced on my lap and brought her tits up in my face as she rubbed her sopping wet mound against my dick, lubing it up before she guided my dick to her entrance. She smiled as she looked down at me. “Don’t worry Daddy. I’ll take care of you. You just sit back after your long day. I’ll do the work.”
She bobbed up and down and ground around. She leaned back and molested her own breasts and then slipped her hands up and pulled her hair back and leaned forward again to slap me with her breasts gently on the cheeks while she again let out a peel of laughter. As she continued to squirm around on me I felt my balls clench. I let out a groan and mumbled. “I’m almost there. Fuck I’m almost there.”
“Oh me too Daddy! Me too! I’m ready Daddy! My tight little cunt is so ready!”
And that was all I needed. My dick convulsed as stream after stream of cum jetted out inside of her and she let out a moan as her eyes rolled back in her head and her hands grabbed onto her nipples and twisted them as her body shook in pleasure. As she came down from her high she flopped forward and leaned heavily against me. Her breasts heaved as she panted and her hair surrounded my face. I put my hands on her soft warm waist and held her for a moment while I caught my own breath.
Finally she pulled back and hopped off me and grabbed her shirt off the floor. “Thank you Daddy,” she said as she stood up and her breasts jutted out as she slipped her shirt over her head and pulled it on. She worked the tight material over her breasts and then down her thin waist, then adjusted the collar and the sleeves before turning to my desk and grabbing a few tissues and began wiping at her thighs.
“Jessica, I don’t know how often I can do this. Or for how long.”
“You want me to pick you up some little blue pills Daddy?” she asked with a raised eyebrow and what sounded like actual concern in her voice.
“What? No,” I replied and then paused. “Wait, how often are you going to make me do this?”
“As often as we can,” she smirked.
“Jessica, we need to talk.”
She sat down on the couch next to me and curled up with her legs in my lap. “Yes Daddy?”
“Jessica, I can’t keep cheating on your mother.”
“You can if you want to stay out of jail and alive Daddy,” she replied sweetly.
“See, that right there. You tell me that you’re going to kill me, or turn in evidence to get me arrested, and then you show up at my work and tell me about a camera, or about Luis getting ready to try and backstab me. I don’t know what the fuck to think!” I said as I threw my hands in the air. “What am I to you? If you’re just going to kill me or turn me in, then you win. Just do it. I’d ask you to please do it in a way that spares your mother, but I admit you have all the cards. Do whatever you want.”
She looked at me crossly for a second and then she looked off to the corner of my office for a moment as her eyes began to water.
“Fuck.”
“What?”
She pulled a leg back and gave me a wicked kick with her heel into my ribs, and I cried out in pain as I rolled away from her. “What? What was that for? Fine! Kick me! Beat me! Torture me and turn me in. I don’t care anymore!”
I looked back on the couch and expected to see her coming over to kick me again, but instead I saw she was curling into a ball on the end of my couch and her eyes were tearing up faster as she started to cry. She hid her face behind her knees, but I could hear her soft sobs.
“I do not understand what the fuck is happening right now.”
Suddenly her anger was back and she shot off the couch and stood over me as she kicked me again while screaming. “I DON’T EITHER YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!”
“Ah!” I yelped and then held up my hands in surrender as she dropped to her knees next to me and covered her face with her hands as she cried harder.
I slowly sat up and I watched her for several minutes to see if this was a ruse. Something to lure me in once more. As she continued to cry eventually my parental instincts overtook my caution and I slid next to her and wrapped my arm around her small shoulders. She jumped as she felt my touch and tried to push away at first. I didn’t let go and then she leaned into me and wrapped her arms around my neck. I sat there and held her for a long time. Finally after about twenty minutes she had cried herself out and she sat back and wiped her cheeks. “I bet I look like a raccoon.”
“Jess, you look fine,” I said as I winked at her.
She let out a small quiet laugh and then scowled at me. “Fuck you Alex.”
“Oh we’re back to Alex now?”
She suddenly stood up and clenched her fists as she walked around the room. “ARRRRGGH!”
“Is your head going to start spinning around?”
She looked over her shoulder crossly at me but stayed silent.
“How did you know about the camera in the bear?”
She paused, spun and then came back and pushed on my shoulders until I was lying flat on my back. She sat down on my lap and then leaned forward and kept her hands on my shoulders. Her long hair cascaded over her shoulders and dangled around me and I looked up at her face with a patient expression. She looked into my eyes with a completely neutral expression that I couldn’t read at all. I wasn’t certain if she was going to choke me to death or kiss me.
“I can see better in this body. I can hear and smell better too. Jessica has fantastic eyesight. I think women just generally have a better sense of smell then men. It’s why they buy air fresheners and care about what a room smells like when men just don’t. Anyway. I saw the lens while I was in your office. I figured Luis put it there. It’s how he’s leaking information and stealing things from you,” she said in a flat tone.
“Well, for whatever its worth, I’m setting him up. He’s going to be followed by people I know are loyal during a dock delivery that I set up with a shipment that has a tracker on it,” I told her. “So… thanks. But why help me? You said before that it’s because you want to be the one to kill me, but that doesn’t mean you have to help me with accounts, or look out for me that closely.”
She let go of my shoulders and brought her hands to her temples as she squeezed her eyes shut and shook her head. “Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!”
“Maybe I can help you Jackson? Maybe I can get you out of…”
“JESSICA YOU STUPID FUCK! MY NAME IS JESSICA! SAY THAT OTHER NAME AGAIN AND I WILL SHANK YOU TO DEATH TONIGHT WHILE YOU SLEEP!” she screamed at me and brought her small fists down on my chest.
“Okay, sorry Jessica!” I replied as I grabbed her small fists and held them.
“Jackson is dead, do you understand? He’s gone and dead. There really is no going back Alex. This is me now, and I’m Jessica.”
I nodded at her and remained silent.
“Do you know what it was like for Jackson in that prison? Did you know that the hooker who you had killed and framed him for had three older brothers? Did you know that they were all in the same prison he went to? Did you know how violent and vengeful they were? He…” she paused and took a breath. “The old me… They came after me every day. Every day at least once. All three of them would beat me to submission, torture me, and then rape me. Sometimes more than once a day when they were bored. The guards didn’t care. Sometimes they would watch. They bet on who would last the longest.”
She paused as I watched her eyes glass over until she shook her head and continued. “After three months he… I… stopped fighting back. What was the point? Then it was just torture and rape. You’d think they would have gotten bored, but they didn’t. For three years that was my daily life,” she looked down at as her face flashed to anger. “THREE YEARS ALEX!”
She pulled an arm back and I thought she was going to hit me again, but she just gathered her hair behind her. “So when I got the chance to become Jessica I jumped at it. I wanted to kill you so badly on the first night. I stood in your bedroom with a knife and just watched you sleep for three hours. Did you know that? I was here for a week before I let you know. I was acting just like Jessica. Everything she did, I did. Fuck it was hard.”
She paused for a breath and then continued. “I wanted to kill you, but I also wanted you to suffer like I had. I convinced myself to wait. I got into all of your little secrets. I gathered all the info I would need to watch you burn slowly at the stake. Then I realized I could have even more fun by toying with you in this body. I told myself that I wanted to ruin everything about you. I wanted you to lose your money, your family, your status, and be tortured with it all until you died a slow death. I didn’t even care that I would be wrapped up in it with this new body, honestly.”
She paused again and looked down at her hands. “I was going to use these hands to kill you… but I fucked up.”
“You never were a killer Jac…” I paused as her eyes narrowed. “Jessica. Especially in cold blood.”
“Malik said that the transfer would alter me. He said it would change my point of view. I was taking over Jessica’s memory and life she left behind, but I was taking the old me with… and so the two of us would have to mix. I would be mostly the old me at the beginning, and slowly merge into the real me as time went on. The old me wanted to kill you. The other old me… I mean Jessica… the other Jessica would hate you every now and then like a typical teenager, but she also looked to you like a father figure. Now I’m just obsessed with you. I don’t know if I want to kill you, or if I want to love you. It’s maddening. And you and Mom both seem to love me… Love Jessica. I’m Jessica.”
She batted her long eyelashes at me. “Will you find it harder to frame me this time Daddy? Will you find it harder to get rid of me like a used napkin? Will it be harder because I’m your spoiled but loved little daughter? Or will it be just as easy for you? Are you as cold and uncaring as one part of me knows you are? I don’t know… but I know that I’ve already got the noose wrapped around your neck Daddy. It’s too tight for you to wiggle out now, so even if you do get rid of me I’ll have the satisfaction of knowing you’ll go down with me. You’ll burn right next to me with the added bonus of knowing that the woman you love will hate you forever.”
“So what do we do now? You’re just going to flip back and forth from a knife at my throat to getting fucked while bent over my desk?”
“Well Daddy, I’m going to let you in on a little secret. I like my new life. I’ve never had a mother before. The old me grew up on the streets. I’ve never been this spoiled before. And I love my hot little ass and my sweet tits. I love my pretty face. I love the looks of raw lust for my hot little body. I love to tease. The old Jessica was a mess with hormones and sexual desire. The new me mixed with a male sex drive and fucked up obsession… She’s worse. I love fucking you. It’s so twisted and hot and makes me salivate just thinking about it… and on top of that I get to make you repay me. I get to rape you. I get the sex this body craves and you get to squirm. And I’m nineteen now. My path is reset. I could go out and find a rich doctor to fuck me and play the part of a trophy wife, or I could go to college and be that rich doctor. Or I could stay here and sponge off you… Hell, I could even take over the business from you when you decide to hang it up. I am your daughter after all.”
She finally stood up and stretched. “So there it is Daddy. Now you know. Don’t fuck up, don’t piss me off, and keep your mouth shut to Mom and I’ll look out for you. You know I was the best at having your back before. The new me will be even better. No one gives a shit what little Jessica overhears, or where she goes, or what she sees. Because she’s an airheaded bratty princess. But they don’t know she’s got a spine of steel, she’s smart as a whip, and she’s vindictive like only a woman can be. She played dumb like a fox before to make her life easy and I can keep it up. I mean, I’m going to make a few small tweaks to her life, but overall I like it so far.”
She twirled her hair around her fingers as her eyes narrowed at me. “So it’s up to you Daddy. Are we enemies or are we working together?”
My mind was reeling from everything she had just disclosed to me. I stared at her stupidly and she laughed as she spun on her heels. “Well, think about it Daddy. I’m not going anywhere.”
I watched as she checked her nails and slowly started to walk out. I got up and dashed to my desk and fumbled with a combination lock on the middle drawer until it finally clicked and opened. I grabbed a small hand gun from my desk drawer and pointed it at the back of her head.
“Jessica,” I called out loudly and she spun with a curious look on her face as she asked, “Oh… did you decide already…”
She fell silent as she looked at the gun coldly but without fear. I felt my chest tighten. The new Jessica had been in my house for so long without me knowing it. Had she gotten into my desk? She put a hand on her hip as she slowly shook her head.
“Your hand is shaking terribly Daddy,” she started to walk slowly toward me with a cocky sway in her steps.
“Stop! I’ll fucking shoot you in the head!”
“Be carefully Daddy. Don’t miss!” she said with worry on her face as she teased me and then got to the edge of my desk. I started to squeeze the trigger and she leaned across desk slowly and pressed her forehead against the barrel. “There Daddy. Now you can’t miss me.”
We stood like that for a while staring into each other’s eyes and then her sweet pink lips opened.
“Bye Daddy, I love you!”
I couldn’t do it. My finger came off the trigger and I dropped the hand gun to the desk and fell back into my chair. I looked into her eyes again. “I can’t. I can’t do it.”
She didn’t say anything, just looked at me with a blank expression.
“You got into my desk didn’t you? You took the bullets out of the gun.”
She reached across the desk and picked up the hand gun expertly and hit the release for the magazine and set it on the desk toward me. It was full. She placed the hand gun back on the desk and said, “Let me know when you decide.”
I didn’t give her a chance to walk out again. “Jessica, I can’t be enemies with you.”
A slow smile pulled on her lips and she tipped her head slightly. “I love you too Daddy. Don’t worry, I’ll take good care of you.”
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I went looking through the house before I left for work the next morning and found both Madison and Jessica in the exercise room on little mats. They were both on their hands and feet in the downward dog pose and their asses were facing the door. I stopped for a moment and I was suddenly pissed at myself for not knowing which one to stare at. Madison was in grey leggings and a black sports bra and Jessica was wearing impossibly short pink spandex shorts and a blue sports bra.
“Daddy!” Jessica suddenly sprung up and dashed to me. “Have a good day at work okay?”
Her arms were wrapped around me in a tight hug and I looked at Madison who had straightened but stayed at her mat and was smiling at the fact that we were again getting along.
As Jessica pulled back I felt her hand slip into my pocket and she whispered to me with a wink. “For your computer at work. I can’t help if I can’t see anything.”
I blew a kiss to Madison. “Have a lovely day ladies,” and then I spun to leave. As I walked I reached into my pocket and felt a thumb drive. I sighed and knew that I’d be re-infecting my work computer in just a short time.
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“Hey, I have a bit more info for you to go on,” I said quietly on the phone.
“That’s good because I have horse shit right now,” My contact complained.
“Look for someone that Jackson knew named Malik.”
“That’s it? One name?”
“There can’t be too many Maliks that also knew a Jackson out there.” I pointed out to him.
“This is a fucking wild goose chase.”
“Well you’re getting paid well either way so humor me.” I said with a lack of sympathy.
“Yeah fine… Hey, how did you find this name?”
“You wouldn’t believe me if I told you, and I’m not ready for that info to get out. It may cost me my neck.”
“I’m just saying, if you know the body this guy slipped into we should look into what that body. I mean, everyone’s got a computer now. Or a phone. Fuck, even a journal. They’d probably get back in touch with people from their last life, and also reach out to who did it and let them know it worked, right? Just a thought. I’ll keep working it from my end.” The gravelly voice said as he let out a sigh.
“Yeah see that you do.”
I hung up the phone and leaned back in my chair. Maybe I could get Madison to take Jessica out shopping. I could send them off with some cash. Enough to keep them gone for the day and then go through her room. I should have come up with that thought before now. I picked up my phone and shot a message off to my wife that maybe Jessica deserved a little treat for her new attitude. Honey works better than vinegar and all that…
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I pushed open the door to Jessica’s room and looked in. Her canopied bed took up the majority of the room and the white bedding was a stark contrast to the neon pink fluffy stuffed unicorn that was laying on her pillow. I walked in and picked it up and looked at it. It had been Jessica’s favorite stuffed animal since Madison and her had moved into the house with me. She hadn’t moved any dolls or toys in when she came, which I thought was odd at the time and so I had gotten it for her as a welcoming gift. Even at that age she wanted a computer and cell phone. I checked under the pillow and then put both back down on her bed. I tucked my hands in the sides of the mattress and felt down both sides. I smiled when my hand grazed across something. I pulled out a small book with a ribbon holding the page. I sat down on the bed and opened it up. It appeared to be Jessica’s diary. Or Journal. Or whatever people call it now a days. I was a bit disappointed. I didn’t think there would be any chance of Jackson being stupid enough to continue her diary as anything other than her, but just in case I flipped it open to about two weeks ago.
The Old Man chased Tyler away. For a twenty four year old with a criminal record he fucking bailed almost as fast as the rest. I’m fucking alone again in my gilded cage. Fuck I need to get laid. I don’t want to hit twenty still a virgin. I should have done it on prom night. Of course the Old Man would have shot my date. I mean like actually shot my date. He’s into something shady. I’m not certain of all the details, but I’ve gotten into enough of the files he has on his home computer to know that he’s not one hundred percent on the up and up. I tried to talk to Mom about it, but she’s in love. Good for her. She can be here when he goes all scar face and everyone fucking dies. I shouldn’t say that I’m being a bitch, but she drives me up the wall some days. Whatever. It happens tomorrow. I’m free. A new lease on life. I mean, if it works and I don’t end up completely fucking dead. The old man didn’t have any guarantees. Good bye diary. I’ll see you on the flip side.
I shook my head. That was my Jessica writing that. My actual Jessica. I flipped the page and noticed the hand writing was similar, but just a little off.
It fucking worked! I’m not behind bars! I don’t have to worry about my asshole getting ripped apart today! Or tomorrow! Or the day after that! Okay, I’m done writing in here. It was weird enough knowing right where it was.
It was the first day that Jessica wasn’t Jessica. I thought back to that day and realized that I remembered that her hair wasn’t done as perfect as normal and she had worn a loose fitting blouse that day. Other than that, she had acted completely like herself.
And I’m fucking back to writing in the book. I’ve got to do something. I’m crawling the fucking walls. I can’t sleep. I’m so fucking worked up I’d almost take someone up on the offer of anal right now. Alex came home from work today and didn’t even realize I was watching him. He didn’t realize I was in his room last night either. At first I wanted to stab him in his stupid fucking face seven hundred times, but then I realized that it would be over too quickly. Also, for whatever reason I don’t think I want the woman to cry. I mean, I should just kill her first and then Alex, but if I can wait and really grind it in to him it will be that much sweeter.
It was hard reading all this in Jessica’s somewhat graceful handwriting about her planning my downfall. I couldn’t believe he was just writing about this in the book. I wondered if I could show this to Madison? Would anyone believe me if they saw it? Probably not. They’d think Jessica just had a great imagination. The handwriting was slipped back to completely normal by the third page.
How the fuck do women wear panties like this and not spend all day staring at themselves in the mirror? And the matching bra… Fuck this body is hot. I’m hot. I’m a stacked chick. How did she give up this body? I mean, I guess I’m still trying to figure out the getting myself off thing. I tried it last night after I went through Daddy Dearests computer files. Apparently I just know about computers now. It’s a little scary to just understand something completely new. I’m like a fucking hacker now or something. Which is a good thing because I’m going to have to order a sex toy off the fucking internet or something. The old me didn’t have anything. Don’t ask me why not, and the new me is out of money until Daddy Dearest gives me more about two weeks from now. I almost broke down and asked my… um… mom… to buy me a dildo yesterday. How fucked up is that?
I flipped the page
She’s fucking growing on me. I sat with her and chatted today. About fucking nothing. Who does that? I guess I do. I don’t think I can kill her. I know I can’t kill her. Fuck. Fuck Fuck Fuck. I should kill Alex tonight. Yup. Going to do that now.
I glanced to the next entry
I’m fucking spineless. I was there. Right on top of him. Knife in hand. Then I saw Mom sleeping next to him and fucking lost my nerve. I’ve cracked some other stuff that he’s into, and I’ve got all the info on the shit that he framed me for. Maybe I change my plans and just let the police take him in? Mom will be devastated, but at least my hands won’t be covered in blood, right? Maybe the two of us could still live happily? What am I fucking talking about? The more I think about it, the more a spike feels like its being driven into my skull. Time for bed. It hurts.
I turned another page.
I’m going to fucking kill him tonight! He said that the new skirt I bought with Mom made me look trashy. Fuck that asshole prick. I’ll get Mom to go out tonight for some ice cream or something and then I’ll fucking push him in the pool and drop in an extension cord. It’ll look like an accident.
I continued.
I was half way down the stairs when I realized I was pissed off that much about what he said about a skirt. What the fuck is wrong with me? I don’t care what he thinks about my clothes! He needs to pay for what he did! That’s why I want to kill him. The skirt doesn’t fucking matter. Was I this unbalanced when I was a teenager the last time? At least Mom liked the skirt. What does she see in him? It’s got to be the money. It’s not enough for me. I’ll turn the thumb drive into the police tomorrow. EZ PZ. Then I’ll go shopping before they freeze the accounts to pay for Daddy Dearest’s lawyers. I saw the cutest pair of boots at the mall but Mom said it was too much all in the same day. Fuck I could get addicted to shopping. I’ll have to watch myself.
As I read the words I could see Jessica and Jackson mashing together to become one. It might have been mildly interesting to me if it wasn’t for the fact that I was living it and she had all of the cards to blackmail me.
I finally managed to buy a dildo. I had to sneak money from Mom’s purse. I’ll put it back when I get my next allowance check, I swear diary. Fuck I feel like such a dirty slut. But holy fuck, I get it now. Dicks are fucking awesome. It just pushes inside of you and it feels like… you’re just filled… and it’s so so good. And the female orgasm. Fuck me. Again and again. Problem is I think I want the real thing now. That’s fucked up right? I went to the gym with Mom today. I changed in the locker room with her and some other trophy wife types. All of them were hot. I mean, I was sexually attracted to all of them. Even Mom. And now I like dick too? What did I do when I agreed to all of this? I guess I don’t care. This is fucking heaven compared to where I came from. I’m going to go masturbate on Daddy Dearest’s pillow. Fuck him.
I shook my head and closed my eyes. I almost put the diary back, but something in me said there might be information in there.
Fuck I opened the flood gates. I’m a fucking nympho. I’m going to wear out this dildo in a month tops. I got myself off fourteen times last night. One Four. I’m going to be a wreck in the morning for yoga. I hope Mom understands. She hugged me so tight today I thought I was going to cry. I’m fucking emotional now. I cry about things when I think back. That never happened before. Daddy Dearest hugged me today, too. He got all uncomfortable when my breasts got mushed into his chest. Like I can do anything about that. What a dick. I have tits, deal with it. I don’t know what Mom sees in him. I’m going to go fuck myself on his pillow again. Fucking pig. He can sleep on my cum stain. What an ass.
I remembered that. I still had no idea at that time that Jessica wasn’t her normal self. She did have a bit of a tantrum that night because she needed gas in her car and I said no. Her mother ended up talking me into it.
I fucking hate him. He’s going down. Daddy Dearest forgot about his and Mom’s anniversary. She had a lovely dinner planned for the two of them at a restaurant and he called to say he’d be working late. She tried to play it off like it didn’t bother her, but I can tell it did. I’m going to put him away with everything I know and it will just be the two of us. I’d go and masturbate on his pillow again, but I don’t want Mom to catch me. Fuck him. Fuck him fuck him fuck him. Does he ruin everyone’s life around him? Wait… Diary I know what I’m going to do tomorrow.
I looked at the date. It was the night before the reveal. I remembered coming home late and Jessica throwing a tantrum about something. Madison had calmed her down. Did I really forget about my anniversary? I’d have to ask Janice in the morning. She is supposed to remind me of this shit.
Ha. I did it diary. I finally started it. The plan is in motion. He ran off to work like a scared little girl. Oh, and I touched his leg. He was so fucking freaked out he about shit himself. I may have to work that into this plan more. Hmm… Yeah, I can do that… Gotta go. Mom wants to go shopping.
I checked the next entry quickly
He fucking hit me. That fuck hit his own daughter. I mean, I was lipping off and talking about getting my revenge, I get it… but he hit a woman. Whatever. I’ve got him where I want him. He is petrified of a nineteen year old girl tumbling his entire empire. Best. Revenge. Ever. I think I got a bit carried away though. I was showing off and then I was on him. Fuck these hormones. He did look delicious though… And I felt how big he is. I bet he could scratch the itch that the dildo just can’t quite reach before I ship him down the river.
I flipped the page.
I fucking got off on Daddy today. He tried to bust me, but he’s as clueless as ever. I’m on his computer at work now. The fucking idiot put the thumb drive in his own computer at his office. I’ve got EVERYTHING. It’s synced to his phone. I’m in that too. I’ve got so much on him it’s almost painful. It’s just way too easy. I think I’ll hold off a bit and toy with him. I mean, he’s not that horrible to rub myself against… His chest is… Fuck. Kill him tonight.
I blinked and shook my head.
Spent last night going through Daddy’s files from work. Some of his accounts are a mess. He has two accountants screwing him that I can find. How many more does that leave who are actually good at covering their tracks? It’s amazing he’s making so much money that people can steal a huge amount and he doesn’t even know. It is funny to me that five of his top seven accounts are ones that I brought to him before all of this shit went down. I wonder if I would have just started with Bosnick and Sons if I would still be there and still be a man right now? Huh. Maybe I should go to work for them. It would piss Daddy off if Jessica worked there, and I’m certain I could snag four of those accounts to still come with me. I know the pressure points to push on. Oh who am I kidding? Why would I want to spend twelve hours a day in an office working my ass off for someone else when right now I can shop, hang out with mom, look through Daddy’s shit and make certain he keeps me in the lifestyle, and not have any actual responsibilities? I’ll have plenty of time to be an adult for a second time. I should just enjoy being nineteen right now. Oh. I found some shit on one of Daddy’s goons. I have to gently point that out to him. It can’t look to much like it’s my idea or the fucking moron will just get pig headed and not do anything, and then Luis will kill him or frame him, or something.
I looked at the date. She had been onto him that long ago?
Holy shit I’m as stupid as Daddy sometimes. Why am I trying to tell him about Luis? I should just let the stupid fuck get caught. I won’t have anything to do with it, Daddy goes away, and it’s just me and Mom. My hands would be completely clean.
Why am I concerned about him? Why am I fighting this?
I flipped to the next page.
Daddy watched me masturbate today. He barged in my room as I was trying to get some pent up frustration out. I teased him. He hated it but he stayed and watched the whole thing. I can’t believe how much easier I got off when he was there. It must be that I like to mess with him. The fuck got me back though. I wanted to go out and find someone to actually get me off. I’m sick of using my fingers or a fake cock. I want the real thing. But Daddy had someone take the plug wires out of my car. Fucking Dick. I’ll get him back for that. Of course I can’t prove anything to Mom because I’m not supposed to know anything about cars. I’ll get Mom on my side though. And then I’m going to make Daddy do the job to release my pent up frustration. I mean, it’s only fair, don’t you think diary? He cost me a hard dick tonight, so he can be the replacement.
I shook my head, but I couldn’t stop now.
I saw Daddy sleeping today after Mom left for her work out. I knew just how to mess with him. I crawled into bed where Mom was and he actually grabbed my tit! It felt so amazing to have someone grab me like that. The feelings that come from this body… fuck. I used him to get off. Why is it so easy to get off with him? I don’t even need penetration. Just rubbing around on him and suddenly it’s like a slip and slide in my panties. Oh! I video chatted him at work! He was fucking livid! Oh! And the police came into his office! He yanked the plug on the whole computer to shut me off. Actually that was pretty quick thinking. Maybe he’s not the complete fucking moron gorilla I thought he was. Either way, I’ll have to look into what the police have on him and who is setting him up, because it’s not me. My bet is Luis. Wait… is that why he had that video of Freddie on his computer that I pilfered? Fuck. He’s planning the same thing I am. I better get ahead of him and cut him off at the pass. Daddy is MINE to toy with.
I flipped the page once more.
I went to a party with Mom and Daddy last night. Holy shit is it different from how I remember them. I had seven requests to dance the first song! Three of them were sixty year old politicians which is icky, but whatever. There was a boy that was all over me all night like a wet pair of panties. He was cute, too. He was just way to forward. I ended up slapping him and kicked him in the nuts. He still grabbed my hair and was about to do something when suddenly Daddy was there. He grabbed the boy and shoved him out the fire exit. I gave him my panties to mess with him. Yeah. That’s why I did that. I’m messing with him. Although maybe he’s not as evil incarnate as I thought he was. What am I saying? Of course he is! My memories from prison aren’t fading and he did that. Daddy did that. Fuck him.
The next entry included a drawing of the panties Jessica had stuffed in my pocket. It was actually remarkably good.
Mom found my panties in Daddy’s jacket pocket. He was squirming like an idiot as she grilled him. Then I rescued him. Me. Why would I do that? She would have never thought they were mine. She would have fucking roasted his ass alive for cheating on her. I could have pushed a few buttons, widened that gap, and then Mom and I would be off on our own. Why would I save him? WHY WHY WHY? The spike of pain is back in my brain. I cried myself to sleep last night it was so bad. I wonder is something is wrong with the transfer? The old man said it would either work or kill me. Am I going to die? For some reason my mind keeps thinking. “I’m going to die a virgin.” Like that’s my biggest worry right now. Which is also funny because I know what sex is like, but I am in fact a virgin. I can remember my last visit to the doctor. Mom was in the room when he was looking around down there. He confirmed for her. It was embarrassing as fuck. Oh, and why in the fuck don’t they warm those little metal spreaders? If men had to go through that it would be done better. If I could tell anyone about all of this, I’d write a fucking book.
I flipped the page.
Dear Diary,
Guess who has two thumbs and is no longer a virgin? This girl right here. I mean, I guess it’s a little messed up that it was Daddy and I blackmailed him with poison, but hey, my itch got scratched. Oh! And I was so right. It’s so much better with an actual dick! I could feel him cum in me! It was like I suddenly could just feel him warmer inside of me as his dick jerked! Holy shit it was awesome! And then he did it a second time right away! I was bent over his desk and I took it all. He was really getting into it and I totally got video of it. Two reasons. A) I want to watch it again tonight while I get myself off. It’s like watching a porno. B) I totally got it to look like he was raping me, so I have even more evidence. This will put him in jail and also make Mom hate him all in one. It’s so elegant and all in a tiny little package. I wonder if I should tell Daddy that the worst that poison would have done is make him sweaty and short of breath for a few hours? Nah. It was fun to fuck him when he was all desperate. Maybe I’ll do it again tomorrow?
I turned the page.
I went to see Daddy at work today. He’s being set up. Hopefully he reads that little note. As I walked around his office he couldn’t keep his eyes off me. I don’t know how I feel about that but my stomach was all tingly. And now I really can’t wait to fuck him tonight. I have more poison and antidote ready just in case he gets cold feet.
The next page was a single large word, turned sideways and large enough to take up the whole page. It simply said FUCK. There was a small unicorn humping the middle of the “U” and a butterfly in the center of the “C” and what looked like a high heel shoe scribble partly drawn around the spaces in the “F” along with a few random doodles around the outside of the page. The next page was the word “Fuck” written non-stop across every line of the page from top to bottom. I turned the page and again saw a tribute to the work fuck. The next page was a lovely picture of a daisy with its petals written on. I love him was on half of them, alternating with I’ll kill him. The petals were crossed out one at a time until only one was left, and it said, I love him. The next page was another daisy. The petals on this one alternated, He loves me and He’ll kill me again. Those petals were also crossed out until only one was left that said He’ll kill me again. I also noticed some discolorations on the page. It almost seemed like she had spilled some water drops on the page, and I flipped to see what came next.
I’m a fucking basket case! My brain hurts! It hurts so fucking bad! It’s the fucking transfer now I know! I want him. I want him to want me. I’m fucked. I can’t kill him. I’ve known that for a while now, but it still hurts badly to write out. He’s right where I want him too. He’s squirming like a worm on a hook, but I can’t do it. I fucking loose it when he looks at me. I fucking loose it when I look at him. I was obsessed with him before and I’m still obsessed with him now, but the fucking transfer has twisted it. I can’t kill him because I love him. I love him and he’s a fucking snake. He’s married to my mother. He’s going to hurt me again. I know it. I can see the writing on the wall. I can’t trust him. How did I let this happen? How could I be so stupid? And I fucking told him! I fucking opened up to him! How fucking stupid am I? At least I’m prepared this time. If anything happens to me, the Pandora’s Box on his life opens and everyone will know everything. The evidence, the videos, the whole shit will get tossed into the wind. I did a rape kit at the police station yesterday. I stole it back and disappeared before they could process it. If Daddy thinks I’ll be the only one getting raped in prison this time he’ll be in for a surprise. The kit will be found if anything happens to me. It’s preserved and it will nail his coffin shut.
I finally had to put the book down. I couldn’t read anymore. I slipped the ribbon back into that page and stuffed it back under bed and decided to look elsewhere. If there was information about anything in there I just couldn’t stand to read it anymore, so I had to give up on it. I paused for a moment as I thought about what the new Jessica was going through. Suddenly her wild mood swings started to make sense. Was I really hurting her that much? It was all the more reason to get the real Jessica back and maybe we could all move on. Could we though? After everything that had happened? I shook my head and stood up as I looked around her room.
I finally decided to get moving and I opened the closet doors and saw Jessica’s impressive wardrobe. It would take a week to search through that so I closed the doors again and sat down at her computer desk. I opened her laptop up and stabbed the power button. I looked around nervously as I waited for it to boot up. Suddenly there was a log in screen. That was never there before. Jessica never had a password for anything. Fuck. I opened the drawer on her desk and looked for a note or something. I hated remembering my password for work, so I always kept a sticky note with it on in the drawer.
I found nothing and looked back at the screen. I brought my hands to the keyboard and typed out password. I hit enter and it rejected it. I tried Jessica’s birthday. Rejected. I thought for a moment and then pulled out my phone. I looked through the info that had been e-mailed to me on Jackson until I found it. I tried his birthday. Rejected again.
Suddenly the screen flashed. It turned white and then there was a picture of Jessica’s face with an angry scowl on it. Behind her there were racks of clothing and some mannequins. It looked like she was in a shopping mall using her phone to video call. She blinked and tilted her head at the screen and her scowl turned to a thin smile. She held her hand up to the screen and wiggled her finger back and forth. She then looked over her shoulder and I heard her say. “I’m coming Mom. I just had to answer my phone real quick.”
Her face then looked back at the screen and she said in a whisper. “Daddy seriously! Trying to break into my laptop! If you would have just asked I’d have shown you everything on it. The password is rainbow unicorn fourteen ninety two. Capital r, capital u. It won’t unlock for an hour now though, so you may as well go make yourself a sandwich. Was that what this little shopping trip was about? I thought we were working together Daddy? I want you to know that I’m not so much mad as I am disappointed. Be good, we’ll be home soon! Okay, love you bah-bye!”
The laptop screen went dark and I sat there staring at the black screen with my image reflected in it. I had just gotten busted. I doubted that would go well for me, but she seemed to take it well. Usually when I stepped on her toes she threatened me, or more recently I ended up getting poisoned. I felt my stomach turn and I took my phone out again and messaged her.
Jessica. I don’t want you to get the wrong idea. I wasn’t trying to go behind your back. I saw your door open and I just wanted to look around a bit. I saw your computer and got curious. We can talk about it when you get back.
I hit send and waited. Then I looked around and realized I was still in her room and got up and headed out. I decided I’d get something to eat from the refrigerator. As I stepped into the kitchen I heard my phone beep.
I dug it out and looked at her response Daddy, you were trying to get behind my back. It’s okay though. I’ve been a bit of a nasty girl. I understand. You’ll work it off your debt later, I promise. I found the cutest thigh high black latex boots with a six inch heel at the store today, but Mom said they were a bit much. If you really wanted to make it up to me, I can be bought ? Trust me, you’ll like them too.
I was a bit relieved that she didn’t seem to be in a vindictive mode until I heard my phone beep again and I wondered if she was just setting me up. I pulled up my phone and looked at the next message.
P.S. I really can’t stand typing out these messages like a teenager so I hope you don’t mind that I’m not abbreviating every other word. I hope you understand. Ttyl. OMG like totally. Stupid text speak.
I couldn’t help but chuckle at that. I wondered if the old Jessica’s phone lingo was having a difficult time merging with the new Jessica. I took out some of the left-overs from the meal Jessica had made yesterday, skipping the cookies of course, and after warming them up made my way into the spacious living room at the back of our house. I sat down in my large comfy chair and reclined it and began eating. I stared at the TV mounted on the wall, but I was never much for television. Instead I sat and thought about everything I had learned looking through the diary. I tried to digest the information and determine if there was anything in there I could use to track down how this had happened. I also wondered if there was any way to reverse it, or if it was actually permanent like Jackson kept insisting. Could I deal with the new Jessica permanently? Maybe I could ship her off to college across the country? Judging from the messed up state of the diary and Jessica’s most recent breakdown Jackson’s mind was still having some issues with everything. A hot button seemed to be calling her by his old name. I wondered if I could use that or if it would actually get me stabbed by a psychotic nineteen year old?
“Hi Daddy!” Jessica’s voice knocked me out of my train of thought.
I turned to see her bounding into the room with her hands full of shopping bags as she bounced over and wrapped her arms around my neck. “Thank you for the shopping trip! Mom said it was your idea!”
She planted quick kisses up my neck and then pushed off me and twirled. “I got the cutest top! And we picked out some shoes and I got an absolutely gorgeous dress!”
As Madison walked in I smiled at her and she returned it back and winked at me. Jessica was practically vibrating with happiness as she stopped and then said, “I’m going to go put this stuff away in my room. Did you want me to do a fashion show for you Daddy?”
“Maybe tomorrow night Baby Girl,” I replied with a wink and I saw Jessica’s breathe catch in her throat and a slight shiver go down her spine. Her eyes locked on to mine and I was worried that she would leap across the room and start clawing my eyes out for a moment, but then she suddenly shook her head clear and dashed out of the room. I looked to Madison but she seemed oblivious of her daughter’s split second of strange behavior. She came over to me and slipped into my lap and put her hands on either side of my face and pressed her lips to mine. I felt her tongue slip into my mouth and I began moving mine with hers. I enjoyed a long passionate kiss from my loving wife until she finally pulled back.
“Thank you,” she simply said.
“For what?”
“It means the world to me when the two of you get along. When you make her happy, it makes me happy.”
“I like it when you’re happy.” I said as I wiggled my eyebrows at her.
“Maybe we should make it an early night? I’ll make you happy.”
“That sounds like a…”
“Were you in on this?” Jessica’s voice suddenly cut me off.
I turned to see her staring at her mother with pain written across her face as her eyes started to water. She walked into the room holding something in her hands but I couldn’t see it over the back of the chair. I could just see the hurt on Jessica’s face.
“What’s wrong sweetie?” Madison asked as she gave Jessica a confused look.
“Were you in on this Mother?” her voice was cold and angry now.
“In on what?” Madison asked in a confused voice.
“Did you help get me out of the house just so that Alexander could go through my diary?” Jessica’s voice rose as she looked at me with fury.
“Oh sweetie, I…”
“If you would have asked to see it, I would have just given it to you Mother,” Jessica’s voice was back to pain. “What are you two looking for? Why don’t you trust me? I have no friends. I can’t date. You told me to wait on going to college. For what? So you can keep me locked up here? And then you still lie to me and sneak into my room and go through my things?” Jessica sniffled as tears went down her cheeks. “What do you want from me?”
“Jessica we didn’t go through your…”
“Daddy left his finger smudge on the ink,” she said as she opened to a page that was thick with ink and pointed to the corner where a large blue thumb print was rubbed against the corner. “And he didn’t put the ribbon back in the same page.”
Madison looked at the book and then at me. She looked down and picked up my hands and looked at my thumbs. My right thumb was blue. How had I not noticed that? The look of disappointment from Madison was gut wrenching. Suddenly we both her a thud.
“Here’s the stupid fucking diary. Look through it as much as the two of you want!” she turned, her hair whipping out as she ran from the room and up the stairs as she started to sob.
Madison stood and looked down at me. “Why?”
“I needed to know…”
“Oh you needed to know something about a nineteen year old’s life? Alexander don’t be pathetic,” Madison’s voice was colder than Jessica’s when it needed to be. She could use words like the new Jessica could use a knife.
“Wait!” I said as I put up a hand and reached for the diary. “You just need to see some of this and you’ll…”
“Absolutely not. That is a breach of trust that I will not cross. Unlike you, I actually talk to our daughter. She tells me to my face about her day and what she’s thinking about. I don’t have to use you to get her out of the house and sneak into her room. What were you thinking Alexander?” Madison bent down and picked up the diary and threw it at my lap. “And now Jessica thinks I betrayed her trust too! You got me roped into this mess with your actions!”
I got out of the chair and stood up holding the book as Madison stormed out of the room and I followed. “Madison! Do not walk away from me! We are not done here! You need to look at this!”